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screwed up MT paper =(
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
4:44 PM | ▲TOP. shit lah!!!!!!!!!! i screwed my MT paper BIG time!!!!!!!! this is the worst i have done for MT in my life..totally screwed it..how i screwed it ah? well firstly, i didn't manage to complete my situational writing..i chiong write dunno what..i read also i dunno what i'm writing..my compo i didn't write alot..only 2 full pages and dats not my tamil teacher expected...when she told me " suvitra??!! what happen to your compo? y only 2 pages? what happened? these marks are very crucial..it depends if u get promoted anot" when i heard dat i think i wanted to cry and die on the spot...my paper 2 lagi chialat ah...when teacher say "pls put ur pens down stop writing", i haven even do my close passage at all! nvr read also..how to chiong..i scared teacher will scold if i leave blanks so i tikam anyhow write the numbers..10 marks fly away...damn shit..i dunno what happen to me..dis have NEVER happened to me before..it's like i read and read and dun even understand what it means..when the teacher collecting the paper...i thought i was gonna faint any moment..i really really did very badly..what am i going to do? my parents, tution teacher and my tamil teacher have HIGH expectation of me getting an A1...den if i fail how???? how??? i soo wish i can turn back time...me and my stupid time management..i seriously dun have time management..you know i rewrite my letter writing 3 times...first i write the 1st question..den i write 2nd question coz i dunno how to write the 1st question coz i dun understand the question den i rewrite my 2nd question coz i write the format wrongly...damn waste my time. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....today MT sucked BIG time...i hate it!!!!!!!!! feel like dying lor....damn shit..my tamil teacher gonna lecture me for sure..y? coz i'm capable of getting my distinctions but my nervous breakdown ruined me...aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhh!! tis really sux...i hate the feeling of failure..is like..the one of the worst feeling ever..!!!!!!!!! i think i shall cry myself to sleep tonight..YAH RIGHT AS IF i'm not that type of person what has happen has happened...i can't change it..i juz have to face the consequences and learned from my mistakes...what i've learned today, MANAGE MY TIME WISELY.. like a tamil proverb "with money we can buy gold, but can we buy time?" so that is y we have to spend each and every second of our time wisely.. haizzzzzz |
